100 Day Challenge: Day 59
I'm not really sure if this is actually Day 59 or a Day 58 recap.
Meh, it really doesn't matter.
I'm awake at 6 am. I went to bed at about midnight, then woke up at about 4:30. Couldn't go back to sleep so I decided to run with it 
I fell asleep watching Accepted and decided since I couldn't sleep I figured I may as well actually watch it.
After watching it I'm feeling somewhat inspired, I don't know what I'm feeling inspired to do. I feel the need to let myself drea.
Do I know how? I find myself thinking things like: I want to do... But then my mind immediately goes to: Will this get me social acceptance? I was thinking about it last night, I wish I knew how it is that I just have fun. Thinking about it, I know when I'm having fun, so I guess it's a matter of paying more attention to what I'm doing when I'm having fun.
Wow, do I complain a lot? I feel like I do. Meh, I'd apologize but, nah, I'll give you guys permission to complain. So long as you're trying to do something about it. I think it's pretty universal that letting things out or rather expressing them helps to validate how you're feeling. I think validation helps in understanding where it's coming from and helps to be able to formulate a solution to it.
So I've complained about it, now what's my solution? Well I'm not sure, I've got some ideas I'm going to try.
My biggest idea is that I actually try something.
I know what I need to do to improve my life, but I haven't actually done much along those lines.
On a lighter note, I'm still trying to figure out how to get mascara off, I think I got all the foundation, lipstick and eyeliner. It was a fun night, I'll get some incriminating photos up here soon The things I do to help my dad out 
. But I digress, how many people can they know what they look like long black hair, makeup, a skin tight Blondie t-shirt, and a cupcake skirt? Even better, how many people can say the know what their dad looks like with shaved legs and hair extensions (mine looks a lot like Wierd Al Yankovic)?
It takes a real man to wear hot-pants.
Well time to start the day
Everyone make it a great one!