HitchHike The Universe What happens when you follow the ebbs and flows of the Universe?

18Nov/09

100 Day Challenge: Day 31

Well here we are day 31 :-)

I just got done with an interesting conversation, my mind is reeling after realizing the load I'm still dealing with on a daily basis. My days are still about 12 hours long most days, and Saturdays are still busy. That's without taking into account the couple of hours or more of studying pretty much every night. A mental fog is creeping back into my head. Still deal dealing with mental exhaustion.

I'm really looking forward to the month long break coming up, I really don't know how much more my mind can take.

Okay enough with the negative aspects of my life.

Well with my workload in mind, the lesson that comes to mind is about having a goal or specific purpose. I'm hoping this all pays off. Well actually I know it'll pay off. But that's only if I have a specific purpose in mind.

Which brigs me to my next question: How do I create Durable Fulfillment in my life? I'm really not sure right now. With school I'm getting excited to get into my classes for my Major. I'm also taking Japanese again next semester. That will be good :-) Although my schedule looks like a continuation of hell, with Math 1050, Math 1060, Japanese 1020, and I'm taking a Billiards class to to bring the grand total for next semester to 12 hours. I still need to figure out what everything looks like with work and karate. My work schedule will probably still be Wednesday, Friday, and Sunday. With Karate interspersed.

So anyway, one of my intentions this week is to find what will bring me Durable Fulfillment, another is to find a way toward smooth sailing next semester. I'm soo tired. Really what I need is a source of income that will allow me focus on school and allow me to enjoy Karate again.

Anyone have any ideas?